Tuesday 26 May 2015

The day of an amazing woman's birth



Mum, 
Every day I wake up, I always have you to thank. I have your guidance, your warmth, your love, and your heart: someone who loves me unconditionally. Right or wrong, you are always my Mom.
How priveledged I am to know that I have someone who no matter what I look like or what my personality is like or how annoying I am, someone who will always, honestly, truly, unconditionally love me. Someone who will love me always even when I doubt that.
Someone who hurts everytime I hurt, someone who I have such a deep connection with, such a special bond with (I did literally once! I was inside you mate) Who I am able to call my mother! What an honour that is! 
Throughout my life, you have always been the strength that holds me up in the stormiest of times. I love you more than you could ever imagine, it hurts me too when I see you hurting, and everytime you cry I want to because my heart is like your heart, we're connected.
My greatest wish is to grow up and become just like you, but you would doubt yourself and say no I want you to be better than me, but I would say
Im not sure that's possible, you're the best and only Mum for me and you're the most beautiful one (Ssh don't tell the others) You have given me such great advice over the years, Mother. I want to take this special day and use it as an opportunity to thank you for all that you do.
You taught me love at first sight, because the minute I opened my eyes and looked into yours when I was born, now that was love at first sight. 
You taught me that no matter what I look like, how much I cry because of how disgusted I feel at my outer appearance, no matter what I think I look like...in your eyes and gods eyes I will always be beautiful and that is all that matters. I wouldn't want a better Mother, and that would be impossible because there is none better than you! You sell yourself short sometimes mummy! 
I may be daddy's little girl, but I will always be mummy's little treasure ❤️💜 and mummy's firstborn! ️Thankyou for everything you do I love you to the end of whatever I can and back ❤️ 
Mads 
If anyone has taught me what real love looks like and will always be like besides god it's you mamma